It has been ten days since we had “the conversation.”

My husband is more enthusiastic for me to find a lover than I am, which is sweet and endearing in a strange way.

He suggested Tinder. I tried it. Tinder sucks. Too much of a meat market for me. I want more substance to my sex shopping.

Someone else suggested OkCupid. I’ll try that next.

There is a tiny spark igniting inside of me.

New energy is emerging.

My body feels a tiny teeny bit more alive.

I am paying more attention to how I look.

What I wear.

I bought new underwear.

I got a mani-pedi.

I even got waxed today for the first time in five years.

Damn, that shit hurt. 


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